It’s been a struggle this last week to wrap my head around what is happening to me. I’ve been feeling down, stuffing my emotions and my mouth! Having a life altering experience (like my stroke) has set me off in directions unknown. Not a place that I handle very well.
At first, I embraced the positive aspects; being in the moment, really accepting others kindness and offers of help, their caring and good wishes…stuff that I have always blocked in the past. Much of this was overwhelming but warmed my heart.
As much as I am concerned about another stroke, I can’t let it put my life on hold. I need to embrace each day and make it as special, as I can. I wont let this rule me!
I started back with half hour walks this week and I am doing ok. I just got mad enough (Doctors not responding to my needs) to take things into my own hands. Going back to my Naturopath, sharing my hospital tests, and hoping he can help me tomorrow….that’s my new plan. Getting back to exercise which just simply frees my spirit…that’s my plan. Seeing my therapist, to help heal me inside and out. All good plans. Oh, and I get some grand boy hugs this weekend…that is always part of any good plan! I am on my way to healing!